before Hidayah yang Allah kasi untuk tulis malam ni hilang, lebih baik untuk jarijari ini terus menaip.
just came back from visiting a friend from the hospital. he's a senior actually. hmm, rasanya borak dengan dia pun tak pernah before this.
surprisingly tadi masa jenguk dia, it feels like i knew him all along. i guess when we only have each other kat tempat jauh dari rumah, we are all bound to love and care for one another kan? its like a unwritten contract that you sign, and Allah is the witness. wow, that is how powerful friendship can be.
he cant barely talk. he cant sit down, he definitely cant sit up straight. his appendix burst, operation was because of the infection that came along with it.
after what i think was 15 minutes in the room that he shares with three other patients (two are old man), i got nausea. i thought maybe the feeling would pass. haha. i was so wrong -__-
i looked at all of the needles and wires and tubes that are connected to him. my thoughts racing to a finish line that i cannot see.
i panicked.
everyone i cared flashed before my eyes. rasanya kalau Sha yang sakit, mesti nangis aje. sebab sakit. i dont think im that strong. boleh nampak Ayu by my side. the phone calls from Abah and Mama. and him. and the fact that i cry when i see him.
balik rumah, Abah bbm-ed me. Ya Allah. thank you so much! i was speechless. Abah asked me how i was doing, and he told me to take care ;')
so people, please take care of your health! and pray that whatever that may come in the future, Allah will show us the way and guide us, insyaAllah.
what we face, only He knows why
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