like a "love letter" from your sponsor, asking you to give them reasons why you didnt make your cut off point and to include your action plan, at the time when you are super hyped to learn Mechanics. (hilang terus mood nak stay kat lab)
or when you dont know who to turn to, your housemate is there, listening to you, whining about the mistakes that you've made.
or when you know that among the very very few people that you can share your problems, those people cant really say anything, you turned to the senior that you shouldve talked to in the first place.
she asked you to pray. to let Him know.
or when you just need to let go a little bit of the sudden burden on your shoulder, your best friend's Econs class finishes early, and she calls.
or that moment when you just really need to calm yourself down, when all you needed was a person to be mad at you and love you at the same time, when you just need a presence of security and nonjudgemental and judgemental at the same time, he calls.
"Ya Allah, what are you trying to show me? Give me strength."
whoever, whatever the moments are, one thing that we need to remember is that we need to ask for His guidance, for His forgiveness and ask yourself : "What the hell are you doing all these while? Where did you do it wrongly? Why? Who? When?"
if this wakeup thai slap still does not suffice Sha, balik je la.
balik.
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