I guess this post is somewhat a tribute to me (laughs) in successfully completing my Winter term.
apart from that, posting from a macbook feels rather.... nostalgic?
Ive been in a limbo for one week now. Thank goodness i am not in Hamilton right now. That would really weary my ass off.
ahhhh Winter. So much have you showed me. But there are still many more that I need to learn. Friendship, studies, my relationship with Allah, my relationship with that "friend" of mine who seriously offended me with his statement last night : "blablabla you dont care, thats why i dont receive your calls anymore."
Is that what he really thinks?
Congratulations :D now you really pissed me off :D and this time for real. Have i not stressed how much I value my friendship? Our friendship?? It feels like Im the only one who is keeping it together.
Choosing what to eat for lunch is hard enough at Carleton.
Imagine an indecisive girl (points to self) choosing the very reason of her existence in Canada: Her Engineering major.
Long story short: Ive been down this road. Engineering versus NOT-Engineering. I wont lie when I say that that was the one time in my life that I feel so emotionally exhausted and fragile. The late night tears, calls, conversation with mama, conversation with abah...
Writing about it now seems to kinda make clear of the blockage in my head right now :| How did I end up in engineering after all? pfft. That ship has long sailed. I guess the ship returned to shore for more supplies? (what am I blabbering about)
"...for He knows best of what is the best for you"
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