"Allah suruh bangun"

i think i was consciously acknowledging the snoozing of my alarm this morning. manusia, yang tidur dibuai lena, biasalah. syaitan keliling suruh tak nak bangun subuh, tak nak bangun awal, padahal itulah yang telah kita janji kepada Pencipta: untuk sujud kepadaNya siang dan malam, susah dan senang.

The Holy Vow to Allah is the sweetest, most important Vow that any man has ever made to anyone.

kembali kepada kisah sha this morning:
or rather, "what i dreamt about"

did you know that its impossible to remember everything that you dream about? try to remember it will hurt the hell out of you head.
this is when i start talking about Inception, and how the director manipulates the very essence of Dream, and making it surreal enough which turned out to be one of the most important piece of playright that i think should really be the next English 4U movie analysis.
but nope. thou shall not go there.

we remember our dreams backwards.

1. i was in the toilet, crying. the toilet was white. the sink was broken. no cubicle - just sink. the tap was on. there was an orange plastic on the drain. mama came to see if i was alright.

2. in a theater or so. there was a lot of people. mama was there. abah. some Venezuela (i think) people. some Australian people. there was someone who wanted us to say something in bahasa (i think). because one Venezuela woman couldn't say it. so she just say it in her language anyway. everyone laughed. i mentioned to mama that she was being cocky. along's mother was there too. she wore a purple coloured tudung, holding a baby. mam said that Venezuela woman is my new stepmom.

yes. what the hell.

i saw the way abah looked at her.

and did you know that you see yourself in your dreams?
not in this one.

so i announced to everyone that i am going to the toilet. i ran down the podium, saw my phone on my seat. shouted to mama saying that its there, mintak tolong tengokkan.

3. i saved a kitten. went to a very scary, dirty, gloomy apartment to find a helpless kitty. it was fat, and orange-brownish. it didnt hurt my hand. i was in love with that little kitty. coming out of the building, there was these gang of, i dont know - "kitty killers" if i may. they started to slash my kitty. blood everywhere.

4. kak nurul was in my dream too XD regarding Ottawa U, and living far away that she has to commute back and fourth to University everyday.

5. ... i can remember how my dream started. and no, im not gonna force myself to remember it. it hurts my head.

(after about three minutes)

ok dah ingat balik.
was at a graduation ceremony. the podium seating was super steep! ada gerai makanmakan kat luar (maybe im hungry), and ayu was there.. hm, she's the only familiar face that i remember. sid pun ada kot -..-
so, it was a graduation ceremony, ramai budah peremuan yang datang. pakai baju sekolah tudung putih kain hitam. bought my red bag pack. dalam dia sha letak my passport, my phone my purse. and excited punya pasal, i just left the bag elsewhere. pastu lepas habis tengok the ceremony, cuak bag hilang. tapi jump aje balik. ha! zqa pun ada! because her bag was with mine. hahaha. dia pun letak sepahsepah. ran out of the hall to check my bag. fuhh... nothing is missing :D ada this old man tegur. dia tanya kenapa careless sangat.


and that was my adventure in the land of the dead.

the end.