Sunday, April 8, 2012

assalamualaikum World, assalamualaikum Hereafter.
background music: viva la vida love story cello meshup. *just to get started*
and assalamualaikum.

ticktock. time is running out guys. finals in 2 days. have not finished studying my first paper yet: Maths. currently wrapping mt head around mechanics, which is definitely one of my least favourite subjects. life goes on. what to do? life still goes on.

ive been stuck in a loop of Dilemmas. on exactly one topic: my engineering major.

well, kat sini, i dont think ill lay out the whole story of how depressing my life was masa kat Taylors when i had a similar dillema on what my degree would be. or how i cried myself to sleep, calling mama and told her the exact same "i-dont-know-if-ill-be-able-to-survive-it" story. or maybe when abah got (extra) excited when his daughter ni jadi sangat indecisive. sorry lah Bah.

yep. im back in the loop.
and im also not about to lay out on how exhausted it is (and was) for me to think about such big decisions that ive to make, people involved, my future career, my final project, things id be doing in the next three years of my study here.

yep, i will not go through all the details.
tapi yang paling penting kat sini is that i want you people to know how "worrying" is not getting you anywhere. and its gonna be eating your very fundamental of existence alive. hahaha. such drastic words huh?

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