one year ago, all i had of home was my two new baju rayas, one checkered purple and another brown with polka dots, three small jars of cookies, a black tudung bawal with three pins attached, a inner pants (those "pattycoats" but in pants), my driver's licenses and my retainer. i remembered that the whole week leading up to eid i play-back a raya song playlist i found on youtube. i also remembered that my biggest achievement was that i did not shed a single drop of tear (you know, because i am all alone without my family on eid. but whateves.)
eid: after almost two years away from home, and spending the whole ramadhan last year in a country where you sahur at 230 am and break at 830-9pm (18 hours so-so), i find that we malaysians take this whole eid rave really serious.
like super super serious.
did you know, there's been a law (or just a normal rule idk) that the media (radio, telly) can only play raya songs only starting on the 20th of ramadhan? because aparently there are assholes-
(watching the telly while writing this. whats with all the rave about malaysia vs fc barcelona? im sorry for being
a total skeptic but malaysia, you've let me down so many times that i just could not brong myself to care)
-who already talk about eid on the first day of ramadhan! FIRST DAY! oihhh. relax relax la kalau ia pun babe. i am in no way of saying that i am a saint and my ramadhan is super duper perfect and legit and whatnot, but rescpect lah ramadhan weyh -..-t
alhamdulillah, i got to spend the whole ramadhan here at home this year. entah bila lagi i can do this.
wallahu alam. maybe my biggest regret is that i could not perform as much terawih as i could have wanted to.
honestly, this whole keeping-the-house-tidy is a freakingly tired job yall. *lap peuh di dahi*
i cant remember the last day i was online. yes, this is worth blogging.
on the time of the year where people shares family/friends moments and i am in the most disconnected situation there is! *cries*
and how i wish i am using an iphone (for once)
the fam bam at muar is doing fine :) everyone looks happy. EVERYONE. TOO HAPPY if i may add. its good to know that the adults are acting like adults ie pretending that shot are fine but its shittier than ever.
takde kad raya. the last time i received one, like legitly received one from an actual friend whom i cared (haha) was five years ago. that was from puteri <3 God, i love her to death. she even pasted a ten-cents coin and twenty-cents coin on the card :"D ahh she was so thoughtful!
thats all i have for now. maybe malam sikit nanti lancar lebih sikit tangan ni type haha. ive chores lined up for
me already: iron baju raya family, iron alas meja etc, isi kuih raya :)
have a blessed last day of ramadhan. happy nak raya tu happy happy la jugak, but dont forget that we are leaving ramadhan, THE holliest month behind and we dont know when are we going to meet it again.
and selamat hari raya in advanced :D